the end is near..

my college career.. among many other things..;)

bummer.. bummer.. and BUMMER..

This week's been a little hard on me..

and it's only wednesday..

here's why:
Senior design project -- running a loss of $10 million.. sure fail..
Hydrology Exam 2 -- bombed it.. got a solid D.. pulls my A- to a C.. no way to pull it back up again..
Phone plan -- I have to take responsibility because no one else can.. and I need to call them TOMORROW.. Ugh..
Ethnicity class -- Final project mate is a total Shirker, and doesn't care.. I have a C and I need to pass..
OPT -- not applying for it.. there's no reason to.. because I'm leaving the US
Visa and I-20 -- expires 2 months after graduation and I will need to find another way of coming back to the US..
Gradschool -- one option of staying in US -- I'll drive myself crazy if I have to be in school another semester.
Job search -- on a stand-still because I can't figure my life out..
Graduation -- I still need to buy my cap and gown..
Going home -- I need to book tickets, but i'm BROKE.
$$ worries -- I'm broke, and I don't want to ask my parents for more money :(


and the straw that broke the camel's back :

New dress i JUST bought at francesca's $ 30 and I only wore it ONCE..(to reward myself for working so hard this semester)-- shrunk in the wash -- now it looks like a little girl's ballet dress..

...

I want my mommy..
*sobs*