Post Turkey Trip.
Emotions of mine -- monochromatic.
Either furiously dark or a bored gray.
Joyless.
Irritable.
Critical.
Narcissistic.
Foul-mouthed.
and all because of....
nothing.
I cannot comprehend the reasons for my rage.
A distance that I've crossed away from Father is probably a major reason.
No desires to pick up the Word.
I have lost ALL patience for a friend that has been rather dear to me...
my responses to her are sharp, critical, hurtful, and angry.
I have no reason to harbor resentment.
I have no right to ask the Creator for release from this prison of rage.
I am myself.
sinful, dirty, unworthy, condemned to hell.
and I would have willingly thrown myself into the sea of fire.. if not for the river of blood that carried me to the foot of The THRONE.
Psalm 42:5-6
Why are you downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Savior and 6 my God.
My soul is downcast within me;
therefore I will remember you
from the land of the Jordan,
the heights of Hermon—from Mount Mizar.
Song of the moment:
Doubting Thomas, NickelCreek
