rage.

Post Turkey Trip.

Emotions of mine -- monochromatic.
Either furiously dark or a bored gray.

Joyless.

Irritable.

Critical.

Narcissistic.

Foul-mouthed.

and all because of....


nothing.

I cannot comprehend the reasons for my rage.
A distance that I've crossed away from Father is probably a major reason.
No desires to pick up the Word.

I have lost ALL patience for a friend that has been rather dear to me...
my responses to her are sharp, critical, hurtful, and angry.
I have no reason to harbor resentment.

I have no right to ask the Creator for release from this prison of rage.
I am myself.
sinful, dirty, unworthy, condemned to hell.

and I would have willingly thrown myself into the sea of fire.. if not for the river of blood that carried me to the foot of The THRONE.

Psalm 42:5-6
Why are you downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Savior and 6 my God.
My soul is downcast within me;
therefore I will remember you
from the land of the Jordan,
the heights of Hermon—from Mount Mizar.


Song of the moment:
Doubting Thomas, NickelCreek